When I was a missionary in the Netherlands and Belgium it
boggled my mind that so many people had never once stopped to wonder about the
big questions. Who are we? Who am I?
What is the point of all this? Where did it come from? Why?
These questions are of critical importance to everything we
do in life. It is critical to know what
is worth pursuing and what our long term goals should be when deciding what
direction to take in life. But people
don’t live that way.
How often have you sat still and wondered about your place
in the universe? Or pondered the dark, and somewhat awkward, question of the
meaning of life? Is there anything after this life? Does being alive even mean anything? How do I
even know that I am alive? Perhaps it was in the moment when you were away from
the city lights and saw the night sky full of stars. In quiet moments when you felt empty and
alone. Maybe when choosing a college
major or making some other life changing decision.
However, most of the time, we don’t think about it. We worry about the tasks of the day, we watch
TV, we get distracted, and we distract ourselves.
After years of tearing my hair out over this observation, I
think distratction might be a good thing in moderation.
This is why.
Before setting out on a journey, it is important to know the
goal. “Begin with the End in mind” as
the saying goes. Without the big picture
none of the smaller steps have any meaning or direction and nothing can be
achieved except by accident or dumb luck. Understanding long term goals can be
critical to one’s happiness and success.
The trouble with that is this.
What bigger goal is my big goal working toward? The scale can always
increase to a larger plain.
This is a problem. If
you wait until you have the journey completely planned, “with the end in mind,”
you will never start walking, and you will get absolutely nowhere. This is the paradox of beginning with the end
in mind.
The beauty of the big questions is in their relevance and
monumental importance. The trouble with
them is that they do not always have answers.
There will always be things (sometimes answers monumentally important
things) that we will not know. What
makes something good? Why are wrong
things wrong? Good luck trying to figure that one out.
Our entire lives are a balance between the powers of reason
and distraction. Reason asks the
questions, and if left alone with them, drives itself insane asking them. Distraction
doesn’t bother with the questions, ignoring them entirely, and living on assumptions
and dogmas. Clearly, there is danger in
each of these. The danger of obscurity
and an infinite regress on the one side, and of ignorance and dogma on the
other.
Reason helps us to question our beliefs and to trim away
false ones so that the truth may thrive.
But like a set of overzealous pruning shears, reason alone continues to
cut away at beliefs until none remain.
The entire branch of philosophy called Epistemology is dedicated to
correcting this problem, and so far, there has not been any progress. Reason
cannot even prove that there is a real world outside my head (think Matrix),
let alone what that world is like.
Thus the need for distraction. And an even greater need for
faith. At some point, we need to be able
to step back from the questions to live our lives. This does not mean abandoning critical
thinking and living in ignorance. It
simply means being able and willing to admit ignorance and keep living anyway.